That there are people who understands you better than your parents does…

Your patents are the ones who only you lose your cool at…

They are the last person on earth who thinks they understand you so well…

Your patents are the ones who made you feel alone

Your parents are the ones who made you wanna run away from home…

That there are someone out that whom you love more than people you have a blood relation with…

There are just people out there like strangers who cared for you more than you know…

Friends are the best persons to be relied on rather than family….

Perhaps is just perhaps….

At a question of “somehow i do feel tt JYJ is much stronger in many sense aft the separation”…

I said…

YES

it started off from this year

when they decided to put everything behind…

start afresh..

and stop blaming about this that’s happening..

stop questioning about themselves..

realized how many ppl out there love them..

realized how much they are being treasure…

realized people’s worry about them…

realized they have the potential..

realized what they really want to achieve…

i’d say… JYJ fans and JYJ now stand unite as one

I’m so gonna vent it here. I can’t vent it anywhere else!

I don’t know what is the fucking hell wrong with the brains of adults. Are they so able to be prepared to do anything for the sake of bringing some others down? Even at the sake of bringing down your own country? Come on! Don’t think that you have the money and power now you can wield it forever. Don’t you know? -what goes up will come down!

I will be watching and praying for the day of your downfall.

Me: you were the one who started it first!
Jae: What do you mean by that? I never did any of those.
Me: If you could just give me a little more attention… *start weeping*
Jae: I guess we both need some time to cool our heads.

With that, he walked out of the room.

He was busy with his schedule for the past 1 year, trying to coordinate a lot of things and trying very hard to accomplish a lot of things within a short period of time. Because I understood him so well, I kept all the feelings that have accumulated over the last year. He just started out a new company and of course all his attention is focused on getting the company in track. I admired him for that. But as time passed, he became more busy; from 4 days a week to 3 to 2 days a week then to 3 times every 2 weeks and slowly it gets to 1 time each month… he hardly had time for me. 

The feelings we had for each other didn’t change. I still go to this house and look after his daily needs and sometimes deliver dinner to him at his office. We would have casual chats but it wouldn’t last for long. Each time he returns home after work, he’d be so dead beat. Sometimes he text or give a short call. I know very well what he meant to me and that feeling will never change.

But, on an occasion, I saw him going out with a lady. He never spoke to me about her at all. I didn’t think about it suspiciously and see her as a working partner. She’s a representative from another company and according to him, they are on close terms talking about a deal. He buried himself into more endless work. 

On an occasion, he was home on a Saturday morning and it so happened that we agreed to have lunch together.

Me: Honey, I am at the supermarket. What do you feel like eating? You haven’t been able to eat home cooked food for quite a while.
Jae: Anything is fine. You didn’t really have to trouble yourself to make a meal. We could…
Me: what trouble is that? I used to cook for you… I want to cook some dishes and steal some time together.
Jae: Ok… I guess some kimchi stew would be good. I want some beancurd if there is any… get some strawberries too since it’s in season now… don’t get too heavy stuff. I don’t like you carrying heavy items. Maybe I should go pick you up…?
Me: No no, it’s alright. Just sit at the couch and watch some TV. I’ll be there in 10 minutes.

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[keying of password and door opening sound]

Me: oh… you’re out to greet me?
Jae: knowing you, look what you bought. I knew you’d be getting so many things.
Me: *laughs*

[he took the shopping bags from my hands and head off to the kitchen.]

Jae: I knew you’d get this many stuff. Can we finish? You wouldn’t even tell me where you are so I could go pick you up.
Me: you hardly have a chance to rest. You should be resting. Why? *laugh*

[pushing him from the back and making him get out of the kitchen.]

Me: our Mr Jae shall just sit here and watch the TV while I will get ready and prepare the meal.

[he walked back to the kitchen leaving the TV on.]

Jae: I could at least help a little here and there… [starts picking up the vegetables to put into a basket to wash…]
Me: [hard stare] Honey… I want you…
Jae: Ok, OK, i know. I will sit there and wait for your delicious meal.

[He walked over to pick up the apron and put it over me then whisper into the ear…]

Jae: don’t dirty your clothes.

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Jae: the meal was delicious. I really missed your cooking. But I am also good at cooking.. you know just now I could…
Me: I know you are. Why don’t you help with the dishes then?
Jae: the dishes is good… but.. I… eh…
Me: *laughs* look at you! I was kidding. You can wash those strawberries while I clean the dishes. We can have some time off watching TV together later.
Jae: there seems to be a nice movie airing on channel… I saw it just now… what’s the name of it…?

[his voice drifted off as he walked to the hall to switch on the TV.]

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I finished with the dishes and decided that I can put some clothes into the washing machine and while waiting for clothes to be washed, enjoy some strawberries.

Jae: why are you clearing up my clothes now? you look like you’re here to do household chores today. leave that and come eat some strawberries…

[he tried to take those clothes I’ve piled onto my hands to clean.]

Me: i’m just going to drop these into the washing machine. You bought a lot of new clothes over the past month. Did you not have time to clean them up?
Jae: yeah i did. there was simply no time to iron after i washed so i just bought new ones since it can be worn immediately.
Me: soon there won’t be space.
Jae: I really wish you could leave those there and spend some relaxing time with me.
Me: soon.. just let me grab those 2 over there…
Jae: we hardly get time together and I don’t want you to be meddling yourself with these chorse… I’ll be getting a cleaner to clean for me.
Me: as a girlfriend, I can sometimes do that…[picking up the last piece of white blouse]
Jae: i’ve been feeling bad that I can’t spend much time being with you. And yet you’re here today and doing all these chores. You’re my girlfriend. I don’t want you to come over and just clean my house. you can leave those to the cleaner. she’s coming over next Monday.
Me: it’s just a simple chore. why won’t you just sit there and wait for 5 minutes?
Jae: …
[I can feel him getting upset.]
Me: i’ll just drop these into the washing machine and…
Jae: and after that you’ll have to dry it and then after that you’ll feel like to iron it and then…
Me: oppa… I just…
Jae: I don’t like you doing all that. It was hard for us to get together. I know sometimes you come over when you’re less busy to check that things are well in my house. I appreciate all that… but today is just not…
Me: it’s just something…
Jae: stop doing what you are intending to do now. I don’t want to have to quarrel over this.
Me: oppa… you were the one who started it first.
Jae: What do you mean by that? I never did.
Me: we hardly have time together and then today I just want to do what a girlfriend would do. how long can doing all these take…
Jae: …
Me: oppa… I…
Jae: I guess we both need some time to cool our heads.

With that, he walked out of the room.

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[on the phone…]

Me: Ju, are you busy today?
Ju: yes, a little I need to work extra because of a new project and I’m not sure what time my work will end. something happened? you don’t sound like yourself…
Me: I was with Jae just now…
Ju: oh! isn’t it good? when was the last time you guys spent some time alone together?
Me: i know… i am guilty. I think I made him angry. because we hardly get time together and yet I was trying to clear some mess in his house and he just…
Ju: I guess he just want to spend some good time with you… why don’t you just say sorry and patch up? you know how much he meant to you…
Me: yes of course I do… he meant to much…
Ju: hey! so sorry! I need to run. I’ll give you a call back soon! sorry my dear friend!
Me: no worries, I’ll be just fine. Go get busy. talk to you soon.

[I roamed around for a couple hours then settled myself down for a cup of coffee while waiting for Ju.]

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Ju: my friend! did you wait long? Sorry I couldn’t end it earlier.
Me: it’s alright. how’s your work.
Ju: as usual. So? did you manage to trash it out with him?
Me: maybe not today…
Ju: I know where he’s coming from. I can’t belive you guys quarreled over such a minor issue… that’s just not like you or him.
Me: I know… it’s been so long since we spent time so I guess he just want time alone. But I just…
Ju: i know. i know. don’t have to explain. let’s get out of here. I’m craving for some japanese food. you want some too?
Me: japanese sounds good. you have any recommendation?
Ju: i know of this place that’s priced reasonably with good quality. It’s a 15 minutes walk from here.

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We had quite a lot of food and some drinks over a heavy dinner. It did light up my mood a little. But perhaps because of the amount of food we ordered and how we love to eat sashimi and sushi over sake, we didn’t realize we had too much a drop. We weren’t tipsy or anything but it’s just more than the usual amount we take.

Ju: Let’s go somewhere for a drink? it’s a girls’ night out! And it’s Saturday! Too upsetting to just head off home now. It’s barely 10pm.
Me: alright. it’s been some time since we last enjoyed a meal so much too. We have been too busy for a long meal and a night out. And since we don’t have the company of our boyfriends tonight too…
Ju: that sounds so…. *giggles* let’s walk around and see if there’s any interesting place…

[ It wasn’t long before we found a place that suits us well. It was a place with light jazz music unlike the usual pop music.]

Ju: let’s get a set. I doubt we both like just drinking and not eating something.
Me: set C sounds cool. shall we get this?
Ju: alright!

About an hour or so has passed and it was past midnight. I didn’t realize it was that late until I got a text message from Jae.

Jae: where are you?

I chose to ignore it. Not because I didn’t want to reply but because I just didn’t feel like replying. Ju had received a call from her boyfriend and is on a conversation with him. 30 seconds and another message came.

Jae: I know you’re out. Where are you. Reply me.

I ignored it once again. Staring at Ju and giving her the signal to end her call but she ignored and walk away from the seat. Another text message.

Jae: i’m sorry about this afternoon. reply me now else I’ll really get angry again.

I adjusted myself to sit upright. We were seated at the bar table and I was leaning against the table. Staring at the direction that Ju had headed off, I tabbed on “reply” button.

Guy A: hello, you seem to be alone? You friend has just walked off to take a call from her boyfriend? care for a cup of drink?

I ignore. And tried to reply Jae’s text message.

Guy A: message from your boyfriend? did he make you upset? else you wouldn’t be drinking here.

I gave him the what-do-you-know stare. He ignored it and ordered 2 cups of drink.
Ju came back.

Ju: honey, I need to go. someone is nagging at me already. I can’t believe it. You want to go too?
Me: I want to sit here for a little while more. You can head off first. Text me when you get back.
Ju: you sure? I can drop you off first before heading back. And we can chat a little more on the taxi.
Me: yes, I am quite sure. Just pick up the tab. *laughs*
Ju: i will do so even without you telling me. this girl really.
Me: *giggles* text me.
Ju: i know. Don’t stay out here too long. want me to get him to pick you up?
Me: it’s alright. he texted. [show Ju the message]
Ju: alright. i’m off!

I braced myself up and walk towards the bathroom; leaving my phone lying at the bar table.

=======================

[phone ringing]

Bar attendance: hello. this is the phone of a female customer.
Jae: where’s that place? where’s she now?
Bar attendance: she walked off for a moment but I think she forgot about her mobile.
Jae: she drank a lot? please tell me where’s that place.
Bar attendance: she was with a friend who had left. the address is XXX….
Jae: thank you. Please don’t let her leave until I get there.

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I went back to sit at the same spot.

Bar attendance: you had a call earlier and I picked it up because it was ringing too many times.
Me: oh, really? thanks.
Bar attendance: you’re welcome. But are you alright?
Me: oh, yes. I am. thanks for your concern. I will be leaving soon.
Bar attendance: the caller says…

He was being cut off by Guy A. Damn! This guy is irritating I thought.

Guy A: your friend is gone. And you’re not leaving? I will be leaving soon. I can see you home if you want.
Me: do you know that you’re irritating? you could just leave me along. I don’t need your concern. I don’t even know who the hell you are.
Guy A: oh! don’t be upset. I just want to make friends with you. Let me see you home.

He put his hands over my shoulders seemingly trying to help me off my seat. Someone walked pass us and push him away from me and grabbed me by the shoulders. I shook at it. Staring up, I saw a face so familar. It’s him.

Jae: keep off her!
Guy A: who do you think you are?

[he started to push Jae.]

Jae: i’m her boyfriend.
Guy A: oh. you’re that boyfriend of hers who made her upset? what kind of boyfriend you think you are? And how dare you push me?
Bar attendance: Please calm down.
Guy A: it’s none of your business so butt off!
Jae: i’m sorry about this (to Bar attendance)
Me: Oppa… how did you know.

I stand up and move myself in front, facing him and with my back towards Guy A.

Guy A: this guy doesn’t deserve your love.

Once again, he shoved me away and tried to push Jae. Because Jae’s attention was all put on me, he lost his balance and his back hit the bar table slightly. I was upset.

Me: this is none of your business so can you just get lost?!

Guy A went off, not wanting to stir up more trouble since quite some people were staring at us already.

Me: oppa, I…

Jae: how much is the bill?
Bar attendance: this lady’s friend has settled the bill before leaving.
Jae: alright. thank you.

He dragged my by the wrist, out of the place and to the carpark. He shoved me into the seat beside him and slammed the door. He was angry. He got into the driver seat and fasten my seat belt for me; refusing to look at me. He started the engine and drove off. For the journey back home, we didn’t speak. I kept staring at him but he ignored my glare. He hated that I drink without someone with me. I was guilty. He didn’t even glanced at me. I had a very good idea how fast he must have drove to come and pick me up. And how worried he was when he didn’t get my text reply. I had wanted to reply.

We reached the carpark at his house. He couldn’t send me home in my current stated because we both live alone and he’s just being worried. He has always been taking note of all these minor details. That’s the reason why I love him so much.

He didn’t even bother opening the door for me or helping me up but immediately head off towards the lift. He’s really angry - not at me but himself. i am guilty. I followed him into the lift, not even trying to strike a conversation. He headed into the house and right into this room. But he didnt close the door. I walked towards his room, wanting to express how guilty I was. But, decided that I need to wash up a little first. When I felt fresh enough, I walked into  his room. He wasn’t there but I noticed the bathroom light and the door was opening. I walked in. He was there. There are slight scratches on this shoulder from the know and it pained me. He was trying to apply some medicine when he saw me approaching. I took over and he walked out and sat on the bed. I took the first aid kit and headed after him. He was sitting at the bed, waiting for me to apply it for him. I sighed. This is the kind of relationship we have. Feeling so hurt and pained for the injury on his shoulder.

I kissed his shoulder and whispered “I’m sorry.” into his ears.

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I guess I miss too many people. And there are people whom are so close to me yet fail to understand how I feel. What irony.

Just spoke to Omma. Never failing to make my day. And I miss Jjong! Will I be able to see her this summer when I go back? Wonder if my schedule will allow me to go grandma house. I wanted to go donghae but since I’ll be at busan I guess it works the same? Also I want to eat raw fishes and maewoontang and busan beef! Ah… Last time I ate was 5 years ago when we went vacation! I want to go sauna there too. The water is good.

Interesting thing happened yesterday. My alcoholic say to be friend with her. Does that open up another door to my alcoholic? Having know alcoholic for so long of course I knew the reaction would be so! Until everything clears the air, a foe can never be a friend. And I’m glad acting cute do it my alcoholic way ^^ I guess I’m in for a show? I’m quite interested to know how that could have progressed… Both are people so close to my heart… Of course I want things to turn put good… And it’s not just me but some act cute person too ^_^

Sometimes I just don’t know why I like him so much but many times it was easy for me to tell his thoughts. He’s always coming into my mind and stealing all that attention and focus. For all things involving him, it was always hard to stay cool and focus. I guess that’s what being caring is all about…

Being forced to change my schedule today because some people don’t know what the term “busy” signifies. I can’t even do my things on my weekend. When was the last time I rested on a weekend? This shall be the very last time I’m going to do it. Just because I’m a nice and easy going person doesn’t allow you selfishly taking advantages of me…

Perhaps there isn’t really that many bridges that I need to cross… People in my life gets smaller…

A, GT, JuJu, AC, A, CB, O, A… It’s not even 10…

멈출 수 없는 사랑. 역시 내가 예날 영상 보면 또 이상한 헛소리. 8년간의 사랑과 믿음은 하루 아침에 변하지 않는다.

쥰수랑 재중이오빠가 전부터 귀여웠었구나… ㅋㅋㅋ

하긴 내 눈에 재중이오빠 밖에 안 보이니까… ㅋㅋㅋ

??
바라보니 머리부터 널 닮아가

이제 그만하자 이제 그만하자
제발 이제 놓아 주겠니

어떤 일 있어도 놓친 손을 잡아
잃을듯 그 순간까지도
이제 그만하자 이제 그만하자
이제 사랑은 싫어 알겠니

서글픈 기억에 날 깊이 가둬두고
그림자만 쫓아 다녔어
이젠 다 사랑할래

??? I pray for you
저기 저 하늘 끝까지 달릴 거야
소중한 기억을 잊어도
더 새로운 미래를 열었으니까

수평선 끝자락에 더 가까이
너희들의 사랑에 보답 할 수 있도록
내가 널 지켜낼 거야
그래 무엇과도 바꿀 수 없는
너와 나 그 행복 모두는
우린 하나이니까

그렇기에 숨어서도 이런 거야
이젠 나까지 세상을 알아가
함성 소리가 들리잖아

RAP

수평선 끝자락에 더 가까이
너희들의 사랑에 보답할 수 있도록
또 내가 널 지켜낼 거야
그래 무엇과도 바꿀 수 없는
너와 나 그 행복 보두는
우린 하나이니까

Narration

가지마 / 내 곁에 있어줄 수는 없겠니 ll don’t go / can’t you stay beside me?
다 거짓말 / 전혀 들리지가 않아 ll all are lies / I can’t hear a single thing
아니야 사랑해 / 한 마디 들려줄 수 있게니 ll no, i love you / will you tell me something?
사랑해 / 또 다시 사랑해 주겠니 ll i love you / can’t you love me again?

지금 와서 말할 수도 없어 ll i can’t even say anything given the current situation
너의 기적 그 모든 게 허상 같아 ll all the miracles about you seems like an illusion
마지막 그 모습도 서서히 기억 속에만 잠겨져 가는 것만 같아 ll even that last image of you seems to be fading away in my memories slowly

어딘가에서 보고 있을까 ll Will you be watching from somewhere?
후회해도 늦어버려 볼 수 없어 ll It is too late even for regrets now that I can’t see you
추억의 그림자에 촉촉한 내 눈물만 그 자릴 지켜보고 있어 ll i am guarding the reflections of those good memories blurred by the moist of my tears  
난 못해 정말 못해 니가 내 곁에 있을 때 만큼 ll i can’t do it. i really can’t do it as much as when you were with me
미안한데 그게 안 돼 ll i’m sorry but it just don’t work out
이제 모든 게 떨려와 ll and now everything is shaking up

조금 더 기다리다 ll I will wait a little more
꿈 속을 헤매이다 ll Wander about in a dream
결국 니 안에서 눈을 감을까봐 ll and eventually falling asleep/closing eyes inside you

가지마 더 가지마 내 곁에 있어 줄 수 없니 ll don’t go don’t go any further can’t you just stay with me?
거짓말 다 거짓말 전혀 들리지가 않아 ll lies all are lies i can’t hear a single thing
사랑해 널 사랑해 한마디 보여 줄 수가 없니 ll i love you i love you can’t you show me this one thing?
사랑해 널 사랑해 또 다시 사랑해 주겠니 ll i love you i love you will you love me again?

벌써 이런 계절 지나왔어 ll Already so much time has flow away (literally mean: already such a season has come by)
너의 흔적 찾아봐도 지워졌어 ll even if i try searching for your traces, it has been disappeared
마지막 니 기억도 눈물에 터널 속으로 잠겨져가는 것만 같아 ll in my tears, even the last memory of you seemed to be lost in the tunnel
나는 몰래 꿈을 꿀래 ll I want to dream unknowingly
네가 내 옆에 있지를 않아 ll you are not beside me
이젠 갈게 이만 갈게 이젠 너의 길을 따라 ll i am going now i will go off now following the path of yours

끝없는 길을 따라 널 찾아 헤매이다 ll following a path with no end seaching high and low for you
그녀를 잃고서 슬퍼만할까봐 ll afraid that i will be in despair having to lose you

가지마 더 가지마 내 곁에 있어 줄 수 없니 ll don’t go don’t go any further can’t you just stay with me?
거짓말 다 거짓말 전혀 들리지가 않아 ll lies all are lies i can’t hear a single thing
사랑해 널 사랑해 한마디 보여 줄 수가 없니 ll i love you i love you can’t you show me this one thing?
사랑해 널 사랑해 또 다시 사랑해 주겠니 ll i love you i love you will you love me again?

가지마 가지마 있어줄 수 있니 ll don’t go dont go can’t you stay?
거짓말 거짓말 들리지가 않아 ll lies lies i can’t hear any of those
사랑해 사랑해 보여줄 수 있니 ll i love you i love you can’t you show me?
사랑해 사랑해 사랑해주겠니 ll i love you i love you can’t you love me?

가지마 가지마 있어줄 수 있니 ll don’t go don’t go can’t you stay?
거지말 거짓말 들리지가 않아 ll lies lies i can’t hear any of those
사랑해 사랑해 보여줄 수 있니 ll i love you i love you can’t you show me?
제발 돌아와줘… please come back (to me)

가지마 더 가지마 내 곁에 있어 줄 수 없니 ll don’t go don’t go any further can’t you just stay with me?
거짓말 다 거짓말 전혀 들리지가 않아 ll lies all are lies i can’t hear a single thing
사랑해 널 사랑해 한마디 보여 줄 수가 없니 ll i love you i love you can’t you show me this one thing?
사랑해 널 사랑해 또 다시 사랑해 주겠니 ll i love you i love you will you love me again?

사랑을 하는 사람 두 눈빛 마치고
이러한 내 심장을 그렇게 뜰키고
???? 슬픔도 있어

?????????
내가 하나 하나가 널 ????
Oh oh~ 내가 사랑을 한 너야

baby tell me why you’re acting so strange
what did I do to make you feel this way
하지만 이런 난 모두 알고 있었어 나

너와 함께 있는 그 영정도 필요없어
젤발 좀 사라줘
됐어 나만 행복하고 꺼져버려

모두 다 Bye Bye 사랑도 모두 다 Bye Bye 우정도
Feels like a ??? yeah
너만 the winner wow
끝나버린 사랑이라고 해도 넌 나 필요없잖아
모두 다 Bye Bye 추억도 모두 다 Bye Bye 슬픔도
Feels like a ???
너만 the winner 
누가 우리의 사이가 뭐라고 해도 
 다 끝난 거야 Baby

???????
???????
???? 슬픔도 있어

우연히 마주치면 신선피하지 않고
내가하나 하나가 널 ????
널 믿었었던 나야

baby tell me why you’re acting so strange
what did I do to make you feel this way
하지만 이런 난 모두 알고 있었어 나
너와 함께 있는 그 영정도 필요없어
젤발 좀 사라줘
됐어 나만 행복하고 꺼져버려

모두 다 Bye Bye 사랑도 모두 다 Bye Bye 우정도
Feels like a ???
너만 the winner
누가 우리의 사이가 뭐라고 해도 말할
모두 다 Bye Bye 추억도 모두 다 Bye Bye 슬픔도
Feels like a ???
너만 the winner 
누가 우리의 사이가 뭐라고 해도 
 다 끝난 거야

모두 다 Bye~ 모두 다 Bye~ 모두 다 Bye~
모두 다 Bye Bye 사랑도  모두 다 Bye Bye 슬픔도
Feels like a ???
너만 the winner
누가 우리의 사이가 뭐라고 해도 다 끝난 거야

You’ll never will find true love

Oh~~~~~~~~~~~
모두 다 Bye Bye 추억도 모두 다 Bye Bye 슬픔도
Feels like a ???
너만 the winner
누가 우리의 사이가 뭐라고 해도 말할

모두 다 Bye Bye 사랑도 모두 다 Bye Bye 슬픔도
Feels like a ???
너만 the winner
누가 우리의 사이가 뭐라고 해도 
다 끝난 거야 이제

나 밖에 모르는 소녀가 있죠 ll there’s a girl who know no one else besides me
언제나 제자리에서 날 일으켜주는 별 같은 ll Someone like a star who’s always at the original place helping me get up on my feet

이기적인 바보같은 나에게 고맙다 사랑한다 말해줘서 눈물이 나 ll you saying “thank you”, “i love you” to a selfish fool like me is tearing me up
이젠 너의 하늘이 될께 네가 찬란하게 빛날 수 있게 ll Now, I will be your sky so you can shine brightly
나와 영원히 사랑하겠니 ll will you be in love with me forever?
홀로 남은 뒤 나 혼자서 ll i am being left in the hollow by myself
무엇도 들리지 않아 ll i can’t hear a single thing
너 없인 살 수가 없어 ll i can’t live without you
나의 유일한 빛은 너란 말야. 내게… ll the one and only person who gives me the light is you. to me…

나 밖에 모르는 여기 내가 있죠 ll I am here, at a place that only I know where
사랑해 말도 못하는 비겁한 소년이었죠 ll i was a boy who was too coward to even say “i love you”
니가 웃고 울어도 난 모르고… ll I was the only one who didn’t know that you laugh or cry…
귀하는 사랑한다 말해줘서 눈물이 나 ll you saying those precious “i love you” has move me to tears
이젠 너의 하늘이 될께 ll i will be your sky from now
더 이상은 눈물 흘리지 않을게 ll i will not let (you) cry again

나와 영원히 사랑하겠니 ll will you be in love with me forever?
홀로 가는 길에 혼자서 ll walking the path to hollow by myself
무엇도 보이지 않아 ll i can’t see a single thing
너 없인 살 수가 없어 ll i can’t live without you
나의 유일한 빛은 너란 말야. 내게… ll you are the one and only light of my life. to me…
하늘과 빛의 선이 마주 볼 때에 너에게 향한 이 편지를 보낼게 ll when the sky and light faces each other, I will send this letter towards the direction of you

나와 이곳에 있어 주겠니 ll will you stay with me at this place?
암흑같은 차가움 속에 ll within the hollow of the dark coldness
서로의 체온을 믿고 뜨거운 태양이 되어 ll trust the body temperature of both of us and become a burning sun
잊을 수 없는 모든 하늘의 노래 되어 ll all things that cannot be forgetten become the song of the sky
두눈을 감아 추억해봐도 더 이상 지치지 않도록 ll to the point that even if I were to close my eyes and think back of those good memories, I wouldn’t feel weary any more
사랑해줘서 날 지켜줘서 너무나 감사해 ll I am very thankful to you for loving me and for protecting me
이젠 너의 하늘이 될게 ll i will become your sky now on
사랑할 수록 더 더욱 밝아지는 별 ll the star that becomes even more brighter the more I love it

woo 이젠~ woo ll woo from now on~ woo
너의 심장을 울리 수 있게 ll so that I can melt your heart

나와 영원히 사랑하겠니 ll will you be in love with me forever?
홀로 가는 길에 혼자서 ll walking the path to hollow by myself
서로의 체온을 믿고 뜨거운 태양이 되어 ll trust the body temperature of both of us and become a burning sun
잊을 수 없는 모든 하늘의 노래 되어 ll all things that cannot be forgetten become the song of the sky
두눈을 감아 추억해봐도 더 이상 지치지 않도록 ll to the point that even if I were to close my eyes and think back of those good memories, I wouldn’t feel weary any more
사랑해줘서 날 지켜줘서 너무나 감사해 ll I am very thankful to you for loving me and for protecting me
이젠 너의 하늘이 될게 ll i will become your sky now on